Sunburnt on Saturday, December 25, 2004
I am wide awake. The luring of the monstrous slumber shall come pretty soon.
In a few more days and the year 2005 will arrive right into my life. What suprises could there be awaiting me?
Turning 21 soon, but are there really added responsibilities?
A life in solitude doesn't always mean a life of ennui. Sometimes i prefer to do things alone, then i could forget about having to please any person i am fond of.
Life should juz be filled with simplicities, instead of complicated affairs that never hesitate to impede you from contemplation from mistakes committed.
I am happy that i was not born with a silver spoon. My parents are never that highly educated. It was through an normal average family that i learn to appreciate what i have in life.
I may not be able to own a sleek and well-designed 3G mobile phone, i may not be able to dine in posh restaurant each i time i went out, i may have to get a bank loan in order to study in a local uni, but i have parents who love me, despite the constant nagging to be less extravagant with my spending.
My parents know me inside out, jus like some clothes that they are wearing. They know what are my favourite foods, they my choice of music, they know that i am a vain pot, and they always supported the way i sing, falsetto.
I think that is enough.
Day to day. i see ppl owning things that i wish i could have. Yet i was praying to the Lord to help me overcome that craving, or obsession with inanimate objects that only serve to entertain you without much gain in fact.
Ppl at my age crave for things, esp latest techonological gadgets, yet i seriously wish i could get out from these trends which eventually will become a passe.
Singing has most of the time makes me a more calm person. I often make rash decisions which derive terrible consequences.
THough i was never able to afford to catch any musicals, but i was glad there is such a thing called "soundtracks". The songs sometimes paint a story for me to hear....
I am really going to catch the phantom of the opera....However, there is seemingly no teens of my age who would love to appreciate movies with musical themes.
Think i should catch some sleep now.
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