Sunburnt on Friday, June 17, 2005
Tmr going to steve's church at TOUCH center. Actually I knew that FCBC is juz like another city harvest church. Thats why lim teh and I dun really fancy those annual festival of praise at indoor stadium.
Perhaps YFC might have given me a different point of view. I always dun like to worship God in dances and those jumping thingy. By saying this, i am not so judging ppl who do that.
Perhaps growing up as a young christian in Emmanus had taught me the beauty of worshipping God in that tranquility, a portrayal of that peace i can dwell in the Lord?
Then the clash between Emmaus and yfc had really troubled me back then. Always have to make a stand to my church to inform them of my committment to yfc events.
Emmaus had very good solid teachings, esp i still remembered those by Brian Cummings..however sometimes i feel that the brothers there are pretty quick to judge, esp in questioning my priorities.
Like what steve had reminded me, nobody is perfect, that speaks for Christians too.
Back in Emmaus, i devote large part of my weekends to meetings and service, so much so that i have lost that genuine sincerity in attending Church.
I dun wish to be those church-goers who are there juz to warm the seats.
The life that is consumed by self-consciousness is indeed something so virulent that is can be deemed as something normal. Sometimes i wonder why i am so vain at times. Yet i wonder why i can't.
God never contradict himself in his Bible. I guess all the comfort i need is in His Word. Praise Him.
As for tmr service at FCBC, pray that God Himself is my focus.
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