Sunburnt on Wednesday, July 13, 2005
I am pretty saddened by a few stuff. I am saddened that my dad hanged up the phone on me when i rejected his request to borrow 100 from me.
I told him i need the money for my uni allowance. I am juz so speechless. I didnt' wan things to turn out this way, yet it did happened.
I am pretty sure no one will offer to provide my allowance while i am in uni. Then wat? Tuition lor. But can i really cope? Bus fares, and expenses in Uni?
All these questions are habouring some plans to wreak havoc in my brain. I brainwashed myself into thinking things can work out. Nothing is impossible with God.
May be i am being unfilial? Coz my brother gave them 200 per month while i didn't? Yet can filial piety be measured in these tangible terms?
I am angry and i pray that this anger can diminish from me. i am angry coz he is my father who is supposed to be in charge of giving me education and making me worry-free from the financial burdens. Yet tables are turned around. My mum had become the matriach of this family who solely pay for the housing loan, as well as the 20% of my fees.
Things that he had happened
in the past had betrayed that trust all of my family members had in him.
Thinking about the final episode of desperate housewife further saddened my day today. Rex is dead. The reaction of Bree was simply nothing comprehensible easily. No matter how strong she appeared and tried to be, he always a woman who need the security of a husband who can cherish and shared her life till eternity. Her husband died believing that it was Bree who indirectly caused the debilitation of his heart condition.
THe season finale is a HUGE cliffhanger.
NKF...hai....something so close to our heart since we always seen the donation cards and the tv charity shows. What are the responses of the celebrities.? I am plain curious.
Recently come across this phrase "morbid curiosity". Some locals are juz curious to see how the dismembered Hong Mei looked like. Halo, remember that she is being dismembered? Isn't that horrendous enough?
Sad day, sleep liao
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