Sunburnt on Sunday, September 18, 2005
Can ppl in this world stop seeing me as a juvenile little scrawny kid who doesn't seem like someone who had gone thru the army? Can ppl stop seeing me thru a narrow opening and start judging me based on my height?
May be sometimes i should learn to be nasty. It's funny when i actually had to work on that. Being nice is no good. I remember once in sispec when my warrant officer told me, "zhong xian, you shouldn't be too kind too ppl". Weird that he said that to me..but it does make some sense to me at times.
You know, i hate it when ppl simply take ur kindness for granted or for that matter, use ur kindness as a weakness against u. Ugh.
Me smiling away doesn't mean that i am feeling good inside. Get the idea?
I desperately need to loosen up.. Haha ktv may be?
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